The Pattern Shop is for anyone who’s ever felt lost—in their chosen career, a relationship with love but no substance, or a family that tries to clip their wings.

What readers are saying:

Readers of Eat, Pray, Love would love this book. Reads like a memoir but with the heartbreak that you would watch in movies.

— Sha (Goodreads Review)

“(A) master lesson in scenery...beautifully written, poetic, and full of feeling.”

— Chanel (Seattle, WA)

“I felt your love, your pain, your confusion and your journey. The book grabbed me and held me til the very end.”

— Mary (Overland Park, KS)

About the Book

Eleanorah never belonged in the bleak Midwestern town her family believes is the only safe place to be while they wait for the end times. With her fiery red hair and tendency to ask too many questions, she thought nursing school would be the escape she longed for. But when her childhood home burns down and her parents announce their divorce just before graduation, both her past and carefully calculated future go up in flames.

Exhausted by her failure to save her family or her patients, Eleanorah packs a mustard-colored backpack and buys a one-way ticket, searching for a new definition of home. With the butterfly necklace her grandfather gave her pressed tightly against her chest, Eleanorah wrestles with the limits of her love and the weight of her choices. From Ecuador to France to the one place she swore she'd never return, Eleanorah must confront the lost parts of herself—and discover what she's running toward, or risk repeating the same patterns she's desperate to change.

The coming-of-age story Millennials need.

Wistful, nostalgic, immersive, it will break you open and put you back together again with stitches of hope and verve. 

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The Pattern Shop Playlist

Click below to hear each chapter’s themed playlist!

  • La soledad

    Including music from: Bright Eyes, Julieta Venegas, Regina Spektor, Wilco, Joe Purdy and more. Listen here.

  • A continent of light

    Including music from: Stars, Mumford and Sons, Sigur Rós, The Avett Brothers, and more. Listen here.

  • Vole (love)

    Including music from: Caroline Smith and The Good Night Sleeps, Sleeping At Last, Wild Child, and more. Listen here.

  • Hope is not yet finished

    Including music from: Baaba Maal, Jose Vanders, Wizkid, The Civil Wars, The Paper Kites, and more. Listen here.

The Pattern Shop is a novel about the hopes and fears we inherit and the courage it takes to choose home, again and again.

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